Missing Girl....

There is a girl that has gone missing not far from when i live now.. Its strange, i really did not know her. But she is in the same group of friends as me... And it breaks my hear to see she is missing. I feel silly, because i did not even know her... But its hard to see it happen only an hour away from where we live. And to have seen her around in Sandpoint... A girl i knew i high school went missing too, and found dead a few weeks latter. Just like this girl, i was not friends with her, but she was in the same group of people as me... There are people that go there whole lives without ever knowing anyone to have gone missing, and now i know (sort of) 2. It makes me so scared. It could happen to anyone... Its always a fear of mine... What if i did happen to me? Its not fair that women and even children have to be afraid... What kind of a world do we live in that we cant be walking by our selves anymore? It breaks my heart. I keep hoping that they find her... And that she is ok. Its a strange feeling to have for someone that i hardly even know.

My mind is always on one holiday. Halloween....

I cant stop thinking about Halloween!! Omg! Its still 3 months away, but i cant wait! Im going to look awesome lol. Im going to do what i can to go as Barbie this year. (Box included) I think im going to rock it.

Today Dustin and I went out for a long bike/skate board ride. We got ice cream, and i got to much:( He could not even finish it. Ugh i was so full. Got some sun riding up there, and back.

Took a nap. And I only slept for like an hour. As planned:) That was really exciting. I tend to sleep to much.

Now im waiting on Mike and Dustin to get done playing there game so we can go Down town to this street festival thing. Its suppose to be supper fun. Walk around, see whats up. I like getting out and doing things with Dustin. I cant wait to get a job! Im so bored. And i dont want to clean anymore:( All and all today has been full of fun. Im really hopping I can talk Dustin into going Roller Skating tomorrow. That would be SO fun:) Everything just seems so much better when Dustin is there. It makes me sad when i do things without him. But that is why i love his weekends. We are always trying to do a little something.

The "Delete Button"

So i feel like a freak or something. I moved, and should not care what so ever what people think. But when it comes to deleting friends on my Facebook, I find it hard to go threw with it. And the worst part is, i know its stupid! But then i see all the stupid friends we have in common and i cant help but think "what if they find out i deleted them from my friends list?" What should it matter? Obviously I dont care enough about them to keep in touch with them, but i can take them off my friends list? What is wrong with me????!?!?!!!!!

But as for today, it was productive for once. I cleaned a good portion of the house. And organized stuff we have not unpacked. (Yay me) The one thing i am procrastinating on is the dreaded "Bathroom" I hate cleaning the bathroom. Ugh, its so nasty! I dont care about doing anything else in the house. But when it comes to the bathroom. YUCK!

Tomorrow i have to go to the collage, and tell them to unenrolle me:( Supper tragic. But next fall i will be able to really do it. This year because I just moved to Cali, they want to charge me $800 a class:( And that does not work for me. Im thinking about taking, a class to teach you to do taxes, so maybe i can get a job at H&R block or something for Tax season. Or i can just have the know how to do our own:)